Just got home waiting on an email so i can do some work and thennnn going to think on a new project. Still waiting on the jobs to see if i will have a new temporary job until i can find a better paying one but hopefully that will all work out in the end. Sometimes it takes a giant blow up and a slew of emotions to give you that push you need.
Well I’m out.
Why am I at work? Why is it so god damn early?! That is all
So it’s 8:36am right now here in Austin. I just had my computer applications class which was supposed to go from 8-9:50 but since the main page and Internet was lagging it’s out now. Next class isn’t until 9:50… Seriously -_-
There’s this girl. She’s got my heart. When I’m with her I’m on top of the world. When were apart my soul aches at the emptiness without her. I love you.
December uhhh 4th:
All right so, tumblr here we are again. You know i keep saying I’m going to do things on here buttttt i flop. However! This time I’m going to try and avoid that. Down to business, Lets talk about Valor Clothing. Anyone that has known me has known that I’ve been wanting to start a clothing line for my whole life. Valor clothing is finally the name that i have chosen for my line to be. Valor is the lovechild of my love for art and the hate for the mainstream of graphic tees that invade my favorite skate shops and stores. Now I’m not saying i hate all the lines that are in the stores nor do i hate the brands as a whole, but more of what the majority of the designs they put out that mean absolutely nothing and have no significance. Hell most don’t even look “good”. With that all said lets get started on this journey and from this day on, actually from monday on i will be releasing at least one new shirt design every week. All art work will be for sale, pretty easy just email or msg me thats usually how it works <_<.
So after thinking about it I absolutely hate working for someone else. I’m 20 years old with a skill that I spent pretty much my whole life learning. It’s time to push forward and progress into my career. But first!!! I need a nap
Just finished up the final class of the day. First quarter is going to be extremely simple. I still don’t understand why I feel a sense of discomfort when talking in front of a class when I talk to hundreds of angry strangers a week working retail. Maybe its the fact that I don’t have to see those people every week. I dunno. Ready to go see the most amazing girl and then go to work.
It’s pretty late but I made a commitment to actually following through with writing my thoughts down in this blog. It’s just one of those nights. For those of you who don’t know me the only way I can explain is to say, think of the most important people to you in your life. Take those people and place them in an area that’s reachable. Now build a wall around those people and cut off all communication and hopes of being able to ever see them again. Now sit everyday in front of that wall and know that they are right behind it but all you have are the memories and the pain inside of you. I don’t know who those people are to you but for me it’s my little brothers Josh and Jacob.
Before stating off my blog again I just wanted to say a few things. So I have been in Austin now for almost 2 months and it’s been great. At first i thought it would suck and have nothing to do but then I met 2 of the most amazing people. Haha 1 for each month I’ve been here jk jk. Anyways!! These 2 people have made life here awesome and everyday has been memorable when I am with either of them. Monet and sabra (Sabrasaurus the feather dusting dinosaur of s&m) I love you both like crazy. My life here would be immensely different if I had never met you ladies. Thank you. <3